so when I woke up this morning, I was still in the same foul mood as yesterday and it didn't help that I was awoken by Austin and he had no idea I was in a foul mood the day before and he had to roll with a serious of roller coasters. By the time I hung up I felt better as is usually the case and decided I would finally give my mother the disc of pictures she's been waiting for.

I scanned a bunch of photos in to the computer for her and she acted like it was a real big deal. "how much should I pay you, whitney" "um nothing, mom, it wasn't even hard" "normally people get paid for their work, whitney" "fine. ten dollars" "I think the going rate is fifty, whitney". I'm not complaining that I got fifty dollars for doing nothing... just giving you a peek in to this back and forth relationship with my mother. Kelly says I should be more thankful, and kelly's right. So I left my mother's house with a slight frown, I don't know why I lost my tiny amount of zest Austin had tried to breathe in to me. Maybe it was from the look this kid gave me as I was backing out, he looked at me like I was wasting his time, which is how I like to look at people, but not the other way around.

Oh yeah I forgot I had to go to planned parenthood before that to get some birth control- yaknowwhatImsayin'? Since I graduated, my health insurance is no longer... imagine my surprise when the woman at walgreens told me I owed her $220 for three months of a prescription. When I walked in to planned parenthood the lady acted like I was a menace to society, or maybe she was on her menzies, fuck if I know, what I know is, Im bright and sunny as fuck at work and I expect the same.

Well I left my mom's house in that foul mood and stopped for coffee at the nearest place, the bou. It sucks, but at least I know what I like to drink from having worked there for four years. When I walked in I ordered my drink and the elderly woman behind the counter (yep) greeted me and I ordered. As I was pulling out my money she said "We're getting new bakery soon, it's going to be quite good" and I replied "But it's frozen, right?" (foul mood, no excuse, but Im mean-okay whatever) and she replied "it doesn't exist yet" SHES RIGHT, OKAY GOOD ONE GRANNY. I laughed at this and maybe winked and jabbed her with my elbow in my head. I strolled to the other side where the other person heard my comment and remarked "I love that red dress, it makes you look so cheery" I couldn't help but take this as an insult, because she had to be sarcastic after over hearing my dark cloud comment. So I smiled a quick smile and looked at the rack of things for sale and remembered once again the time I wrote the mean email to the ceo. I had the best insult in that email that I still remember to this day. I walked out in quite a good mood, laughing about my mean insult and wondering what ever happened with that email, oh vanity! it always makes you feel a bit better, I suppose.

The rest of the evening I worked on this.

should be pretty much done by tomorrow.