so I'm sitting here and I'm wishing I could see the sky from the indoors because I really like making up my own constellations. And you know seeing the sky just makes you feel so small especially when you feel like a giant most of the time. But it's so cold out right now, and you can only stand outside for so long before your hands get too cold. am I so lazy that I have to rely on the sky as my way out of my current entertainment? not paying attention, not developing new relationships? am I so pathetic as to use a blog as its original purpose of expressing my feelings?